UTTER MAYHEM AT THE TOP AND EVER WIDENING CRACKS AT THE BOTTOM. BRITAIN 2019 AS SEEN FROM A SCOTTISH FOODBANK

It's Thursday. Groundhog Thursday. And it's raining. Groundhog raining. The usual routine. Thirty three miles up the road to Kirkconnel library with ten food parcels. Thirty three miles back down the road with seventy packets of sliced ham care of Brown Brothers.

Should I repeat the plug? Yeah. I should repeat the plug.

Thirty three miles back down the road with seventy packets of sliced ham care of Brown Brothers.

Headphones on and into the splashing traffic. A line up of podcasts fixated on the all consuming Westminster mayhem. Am all I consumed? Sure I'm all consumed. Carol says I'm obsessed. Maybe she's right. She generally is.

How do I feel about the Brexit mayhem on a wet Thursday morning on the A76? The usual. Conflicted. Worried sick for my family south of the border whilst at the same time cheering every twist and turn as the mayhem brings an independent Scotland closer with every passing day.

Pundits in my ears tell me for the umpteenth time this is the greatest crisis since Suez. And within a decade of that particular stromash, Ghana, Nigeria, Jamaica, Kenya, Uganda, Barbados and many other colonies had thrown off the shackles of London rule. When Westminster goes into full on chaos and mayhem mode, it tends to lose its grip on its pesky colonies. So maybe the time is finally ripe for us to join the Independence club. So like I said: conflicted.

Tory voices in my ears. Telling me that black is white. Telling me fairytales. Selling me unicorns and snake oil. Voices formed by £20,000 a term public schools. Best economy ever. More people in work than any time in the absolute whole of history. A great, great country. Every sentence drips with the memories of Agincourt and Waterloo and the Blitz. All those glory days when Johnny Foreigner thought he was hard enough to come and have a go. Well, we'll bloody well show all those sausage eaters and garlic munchers. We'll head down into the tube stations and sing 'knees up Mother Brown', so will will. Oh yes we bloody well will. And the more you bomb us flat, the more we'll bloody well sing, so we bloody will.

On and on. Great, great country. No surrender. Bastard collaborators. Tar and feather the lot of 'em. Too bloody right. Good riddance to bad rubbish is what they say. If only they had their own version of Siberia. Ken Clarke in a Gulag? Now what's not to like about that?

Time to take off the headphones and cart my ten parcels into the library. How are things? Same old same old. Except it's not same. Not even close. Once up on a time. Well two years ago. Whatever. Two years ago, ten of our emergency food parcels would keep the good folk of Kirkconnel going for two months. Now? Now its a weekly delivery. Forty food parcels each and every month for a small village of 2000 people. As in 500 food parcels per annum heading up the A76 to a small village of 2000 people. 25% by my maths which are not great by any means but they are easily good enough for this particular sum.

A great, great country? Not so much in places like Kirkconnel where once upon a time there was a coal mine.

There is a message for me from one of the two thousand inhabitants of the village. A mother with two unemployed grown up dependants. A household of three people and one bread winner. Universal credit has thrown some merciless rules down onto the table. If there is a job on offer within a 90 minute commute, you have make an online application. Duty bound. No ifs, no buts. Apply or be sanctioned. End of. And remember, Big Brother is watching. Always.

There was a job. A 27 hour a week job spread over 5 days. In Lanark. OK. Let's check it out. In the spirit of the climate crisis, the train is supposed to be the way to go. Trainline. Ooops. £31 a day for an anytime return. £155 a week. Out of an after tax pay packet of £200 and change.

OK. So not the train.

The car then. A seventy mile a mile round trip over the hills and the single track roads. Two hours a day on roads picking their way through postcard Scottish vistas. Great for a set for Rob Roy. No so great for a daily commute. Too many low gears to find the 55 mpg fuel consumption sweet spot. 300 miles a week and change. If our client in Kirkconnel were a civil servant filling out an expenses clain for travel costs, she would probably be due 50p a mile. £150 a week. But she isn't of course. Instead she has to find the money to put fuel in the tank.

I don't know what car she drives. They didn't say. For ease of maths let's say she gets 30 to the gallon on those single track roads over the Rob Roy hills. Ten gallons. 45 litres. £1.30 a litre.

Sixty quid.

Out of £200 and change.

Leaving £140. For rent and power and Council Tax and food for three. And all those other bits and pieces which make up life's neccessities. And no doubt some credit card minimum payments. Maybe a Christmas Club. Maybe a dog to feed.

Whatever. Too much for £140 a week to deal with. So the maths don't work out whichever way she cuts it. But the DWP aren't interested in the maths. All they are interested in is the small print and the small print says she has to take any job to be found within ninety minute commute. And keep it. Or get sanctioned.

I guess you could call it work to go backwards or else. Because we're a great, great country. The absolute best. And when Johnny Foreigner bombs us flat, we take to the bowels of the earth to sing 'Knees up Mother Brown'.

So how do you make the maths work when the maths don't work? You head into your local library for emergency food parcels, so you do. And the money you save on the weekly shop is enough to make the incomings capable of dealing with the outcomings.

Just.

And the food parcels enable you to spend two hours a day commuting over those Rob Roy hills to twenty seven hours a week's worth of keeping your head above water.

Just.

In our great, great country.

I drive back down the road with more Westminster mayhem in may ears all the way.

Back to base. Back to First Base. A couple are at the desk. Nervous to find themselves in a food bank. They are newly weds. Just through the hoop. And their wedding cake has proved to be to big for the guests to deal with. So they have portioned up and cling filmed what is left and brought it to us. Will we be able to give it out? Sure we will. And thanks for thinking of us. And thanks for your straight forward human decency.

And all the while a familiar figure waits his turn with a wry smile and a thousand mile stare wrapped across a face which has lived outdoors for getting on for twenty years. Our very own tent guy. He has given up on doing indoors. He has stepped away from all the mayhem and chosen his own path. Have tent, will travel. Ireland, the Highlands, Dumfries and Galloway. Any wilderness will do. Rain shine or snow. None of it makes any difference to our tent guy.

What made him head for the hills? No idea. I've never asked and he's never told me. Maybe he saw the widening cracks. Maybe he saw he was about to fall right on through. Maybe he worked out the best way to avoid the cracks in the system is to get right out of the system. Check out. Walk away. Choose morning mist and the sound of the rain in the trees and the sight of the buzzards above. Gliding and soaring. Far from the madding crowd. Far from the cracks.

A few months back, he told me all about the generator he had picked up on the cheap. It was a game changer. It meant the chance to use his Playstation in the tent. Now the generator is surplus to requirements. Too much noise. Too much 2019. Somehow he's found a way for his generator to start a journey which will take it all the way from the woods above New Abbey to a village in India where candlelight is the only light to be had.

And then my phone rings and Wilma from Kirkconnel library is apologetic. Of the ten food parcels I dropped off a couple of hours earlier only three are left. Any chance of a re-order? Sure. Nae bother. I'll be with you in the morning.

And so I am. Another wet morning in our great, great country. Mayhem at the top.

And ever widening cracks at the bottom.

“Knees up Mother Brown..... Knees up Mother Brown.......”

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WE SCOTS ARE SO MUCH BETTER GOVERNED THAN THE POORS SODS SOUTH OF THE BORDER. IF ONY WE WERE BETTER AT SHOUTING ABOUT IT.

Why do those of us on the Yes side of the argument want to live in an independent country?

It really should be a big, fat Duh!

We just want to live in a better place.

So. Better how?

I mean being independent won't change the hills and the glens and the valleys. The actual place will still be the same place and we will still be the same bunch of people.

So what we hope for is the chance to be better governed.

Again. Duh.

I guess the thing is this. We've had partially devolved government for twenty years now. Plenty of chance to prove we can make a better fist of things when we are left to our own devices.

Of course there a bunch of things we can wave at the doubters to make our point. Free tuition, free care for the elderly, free prescriptions....

Yeah, yeah. It's a familiar enough list.

What pisses me off is how hard we seem to find it to go beyond this list. Basically I wish we could get a whole lot better at pointing out how good, common sense policies make living in Scotland so much better than living south of the border.

Maybe this will put some flesh on the bones.

Yesterday I called in to see Linda, our account, to drop off the First Base 2018/19 figures.

We sat and chatted and she asked me couple of questions which were easy for me to an answer. Why? Because I work in a food bank which means I  get to see how things work at the bottom of the ladder.

A friend of hers had been in Leeds for a couple of days and was rocked by the sight of so many people making like twenty first century Zombies care of smoking Spice. How come we don't see the same thing up here?

How come indeed?

As the manager of a food bank, the answer is easy enough to work out.

If you live in Scotland and your life hits the bricks, you have a fighting chance of getting some help. Hitting the bricks more often than not means finding yourself homeless. If you live in Scotland, you can pitch up at the local homeless department and you are more than likely to be given a bed for the night. Not always and things are far from perfect. But most of the time it will happen and you get the chance to make a start on putting your life back on track.

In England things are very different. In England the answer is almost certainly going to be an apologetic shrug of the shoulders. Sorry but its all the cuts.... Maybe tomorrow.... and so the only show in town is the cardboard box in a shop doorway option. It's a huge shock to the system. And you find it hard to believe this has actually happened.

Think about it. Think about trying to fashion some warmth out of a few bits of cardboard and a cheap and cheerful sleeping bag on a cold, wet night in February.

A nightmare, right?

Lonely, terrifying and off the scales depressing.

As the days drift by, you start to hook up with others in the same boat. And you start to learn a few hard facts of your new life. Sure, you can queue up at the homeless department every day but the answer will always be the same.

Sorry, but it's all the cuts... Maybe tomorrow. A groundhog day of ground down misery. Now if you were a dog, then things would be a whole lot different. But things for a human being in England 2019 ain't so bright. George Orwell was way off the mark in this respect. It's four legs good and two legs bad when it comes to being being granted a warm place to sleep on a cold, wet February night in England 2019.

So what happens next? Well your fellow shop doorway people will tell you the key to getting a few hours kip on a cold, wet February night in England 2019. It's called Spice. Cheap, cheerful and abundant, and a decent dunt will sent you all the way into a world of black nothingness. And it doesn't matter how wet and cold the February night might get, it won't touch you. You don't even need cardboard. All you need is a pavement to make like a corpse on. And if your luck is in, you might wake up on a trolley in A&E.

Of course the Spice honeymoon period doesn't last for very long. Soon you'll be well and truly addicted and you mental health will be melting away like a candle in a furnace.

And even though it's cheap and cheerful, it still needs at least a tenner a day to keep the demons at bay: to find the release of stone cold unconsciousness.

And you can't run to a tenner a day because you can't actually run to a quid a day because your income is basically zero. You can't get Universal Credit because you have no fixed abode and you have no access to a computer and no working brain to spend 30 hours a week job seeking.

So it's time learn to beg and steal. No point in even thinking of borrowing. But you'll soon find out the hard way that Spice and successful thieving are not natural bedfellows.

You'll blow it and soon you'll be up in front of the local Magistrate who will sent you down for a few weeks to learn your lesson.

And at first this seems like a pretty good outcome. Prison means warmth and a bed and a TV and a pool table and three square meals a day. You know this because you read about in the Daily Mail in the time when your life was still on the the tracks.

It doesn't take so very long for the hard realities to reveal themselves. Three to a cell on a 23 hour a day lockdown. Three human beings that is. There is no cap on the numbers of rats and cockroaches. The prison is a festering tinderbox where Spice and violence go hand in hand. And every day feels like a month and every week feels like a year and once again the only escape is the black nothingness of Spice.

No rehabilitation. No support. No nothing. Just weeks of dog eat dog until the system dumps you back out on the street with a few quid and nowhere to stay.

And within a matter of months you have become just another Zombie figure chained onto a dismal merry go round of shop doorways and short sentences. And slowly but surely, your mental health will completely disintegrate. And slowly but surely, your physical health will completely disintegrate.

This is English policy.

Kick people when they are down and kick them hard.

Most of the time these things are done in the name of the god of Austerity. Ever since the Tories took the reigns back in 2010 money, has been ripped out of he budgets for combating homelessness and providing decent prisons.

The same money has been taken away from our budgets up here in Scotland. So why are there no rough sleepers here in Dumfries whilst almost every doorway in Lancaster is home to a cardboard sleeper? On the face of things, the two towns are pretty similar, sixty or so miles apart as the crow flies. They are both administrative centres surrounded by postcard worth countryside. By most measures, Lancaster is richer. Houses certainly cost double what they cost here. 

So why are there no shop doorway people here and so many down there? Are we spending a whole lot more cash? You would think we must be. 

Surely?

Well, actually, no we aren't.

Basically we have one huge advantage over Lancaster. Our policies are designed in Edinburgh, not Westminster. So why is this such a big deal? Are our politicians so much smarter than their London counterparts? Nope. Of course not. They do however have a huge advantage. They get the chance to look at what works best and go down that road. They get the chance to come up with policies which are based on research, common sense and evidence. They get the chance to adopt policies which are guaranteed to make dwindling public funds go further.

Here are a couple of case studies.

SCOTLAND

A guy's life goes to shit and he finds himself homeless. So he goes to the homeless department and they find him a place to stay. He needs emergency accommodation for a hundred days at £50 a night. Ouch. £5000. A hundred days is enough to get our man onto benefits and eventually into a place of his own where he can take a deep breath, but things back together and eventually find himself a job and a reasonably normal life.

Total investment? Maybe £10,000 all in. Result? Eventually our guy becomes a net contributor. A bit of tax. A bit of National Insurance. VAT when he goes shopping. Council tax. All the usual nuts and bolts.

ENGLAND

A guy's life goes to shit and he finds himself homeless. He goes to the homeless department only to be told there is no chance. The cuts and all that. So he becomes a Spice smoking, cardboard box guy. And after a hundred days he hasn't cost the State a single penny.

So. Result! Austerity rocks

But slowly but surely he starts to get expensive. Picked up by the cops for stealing. £200. Overnight custody £200. Legal Aid. £400. Court costs £500. Two months in jail. £10,000. Back to the streets and flat out monged on Spice. A trip to A&E in an ambulance. £500. Overnight in hospital £500.

Picked up and locked up again. £15,000.

Seriously ill enough for three weeks in hospital £10,000

And one and on and on it goes. Chronically depressed, Spice smoking, cardboard box guys cost a living fortune. Tens of thousands a year until they finally become ill enough to die.

So why on earth would the English government be so utterly stupid? Why would anyone in their right mind choose to spent over £100,000 on a broken citizen when all the evidence shows £10,000 is more than enough to turn a broken citizen into a productive tax paying citizen.

I don't pretend to know the answer for to know such a thing would mean getting inside the head of a Tory which isn't a thing I find easy to do.

Maybe there are a couple of key differences.

Many of the so called services south of the border have been privatised – prisons, probation etc. And once things get privatised, the money doesn't seem to go very far. Endless millions seem to disappear through the cracks only to miraculously re-emerge in the British Virgin Isles.

The other big difference is the fact that our policy makers have the luxury of choosing solutions which actually work rather than policies demanded by the Daily Mail.

Prison is the perfect example. The Scottish government has told our Sherrifs only to bang someone up if they are going to serve at least a year inside. This means our prisons are not overcrowded. Which means we don't have to lock cons up for 23 hours a day. Which means we don't have to keep stumping up million of pounds to repair riot damage. Which means we can put more effort into rehab programmes. Which means there are less re-offenders. Which means we have more cash to spend on better probation workers. Which means there are less re-offenders. Which means we are able to spend less.

Like I said. Smart. Evidence based Common sense. Oh, and humane too.

You'd think London might look enviously over the border and think we wouldn't mind a bit of that.

Except the Mail and the Sun and the Express and the Telegraph all say a loud, resounding NO to this kind of thing. They demand a 'lock em up and throw away the key' approch and to hell with how much money it costs. Just so long as the Conservatory companies keep on buying advertising space, they'll keep peddling crap to the bitter retired who buy their papers and vote for a hard line approach.

Which is why they have the appalling Priti Patel promising another 10,000 prison places.

Which is why when London was in charge, Glasgow was the knife capital of Europe. And why after twenty years of our running our own railroad, it is nowhere close to the top of the league. We were able to stop doing things the Daily Mail way and stuffing Barlinnie to bursting point and instead treat knife crime as a health issue and slowly but surely find a way to get a grip on it.

Smart. Evidence based Common sense. Oh, and humane too.

Sounds lie a pretty good way to do things, right?

Thank Christ we don't do Tory governments and we seem to be able to make policy without giving a second's thought to what the Daily Mail may or may not think about it.

AS THE LIGHTS GO OUT ONE BY ONE SOUTH OF THE BORDER, I THANK GOD OUR MIXED RACE FAMILY CAME TO SCOTLAND.

I haven't written a blog in ages. I don't know why really. It's not like there hasn't been much going on in the world to write about. Maybe finishing my latest novel, 'The Last Valley', has left me feeling a bit washed out. I guess it was kind of a hard write: fiction yes, but based on delving into facts from a very dark place.

The summer days have drifted by. I have been a red van man, driving through the exploding greenscape of Dumfries and Galloway delivering ridiculous numbers of food parcels. My writing time has been restricted to wading through endless application forms. More money to buy more food to fill more food parcels to feed more hungry people who are getting more screwed over with every passing day. Thirty years ago, people were screwed over by massed ranks of cops in full riot gear smacking truncheons against sheilds and yelling 'ZooooLooooo!!!'. Now people are screwed by the small print. The dry as bones Catch 22 of a benefits system meticulously designed to herd people into godforsaken jobs.

Sometimes the news stumps up smart people from think tanks to lay out the statistics of spreading poverty. On the ground it means more and more emergency food. It's not like the Toxteth riots or the battle of Orgreave. No smashed windows. No burnt out cars. No skies filled with drifting smoke. It is a crisis played out behind closed doors. A lid kept on with prescriptions for tens of millions of anti depressants. Every day.

And everywhere I go, I have the same brief conversation. Hi Mark, how are you? Fine. And you're still busy? Yeah. We're always busy. Always busy. Because there is absolutely no end in sight.

And my days driving from small town to small town are nothing remotely unusual. The whole of the western world is trying to come to terms with our new reality. Ageing populations which don't make anything any more. Ageing populations angrily demanding to be granted the life we they have become accustomed to. It's the Walt Disney version of the 1950's when we still had an Empire and you could go for days at a time without seeing a brown face.

All of which means the preferred answer to all the hard questions is buffoon like, so called hard men who promise a return to the good old days. Only a few short years ago, these were mildly amusing fringe figures. Fodder for the cartoonists. Yapping with false ferocity like chained up poodles, safe behind the garden fence.

Suddenly they don't seem so funny any more. Suddenly they have got a hold of the reins of power and now they have the chance to do their worst. Countries have gone down like dominos. One by one. Faster and faster. Russia and Hungary and Poland and Turkey and Italy and the Philippines and Brazil. And America.

And now us. 

The wolves are no longer howling from deep inside the forest. They have come out through the tree line. They're in the garden. Snarling. Throwing themselves at the back door.

And suddenly the news brought us pictures from a conference centre in North Carolina. Ranks of hate filled faces. White faces. Old faces. Sweating faces.

“Send her back! Send her back! Send her back!”

You could almost feel the twitching of their right arms. A hair's breadth from going the full 'Seig Heil'.

As a father to mixed race sons, this kind of thing chills the blood. And no matter how many bland faced Tory MP's from safe Surrey seats take to the airwaves to assure me it can't happen here, my blood stays chilled. I look at all the hate filled old white faces from a Farage rally and I see the same faces as the ones in North Carolina.

Once upon a time I spent three years of my life being a historian. Fat lot of use that proved to be! But it makes it hard not to compare and contrast. Then and now. Undercurrants and trends. Like a ranting idiot who everyone wrote off as a joke figure. A useful idiot for the great corporations who craved lower taxes and less workers rights. And who cared if he went a bit over the top when he went off on one about the Jewish thing. All hot air. Nothing to worry about. So long as it kept workers out of Unions, then all was deemed fair in love and war so far as the men in the boardrooms were concerned. So long as it sat well on the bottom line. So long as the share price kept going in the right direction. The top brass at Mercedes and Krupps and IG Farben were sure they would always retain complete control of their ranting Austrian puppet. Their corporal. And the Prussian generals were similarly confident. They could keep their useful idiot on a short leash. Who the hell was he anyway? A nobody. A laughing stock. The idiot's idiot.

And they were all equally unconcerned by the Italian idiot who liked to fly into Tempelhof airport like a strutting peacock to get himself onto the newsreels.

And then it all changed. The corporations and the the generals were happy enough when their useful idiot decided to roll over Czechoslovakia. Of course they were. It was good for the bottom line. Good for the share price. And they were more than happy to accept his invitation to attend a celebratory victory banquet in the Hradcany Castle in Prague. Picture them in their fine uniforms and black tie. Faces red with too much drink taken. Masters of the universe. Swapping tales about their favourite discreet banks in Zurich.

Until their useful idiot got to his feet and stood in the huge window which gave a panoramic view of the captured city below. Until their useful idiot suddenly started started to beat his chest like a gorilla. Like a lunatic. Like a psychopath. And for the first time they must have realised they had created a monster.

What goes around comes around. Now the great corporations have served up their own 21^st century useful idiots. And once again they are all utterly certain they have a firm grip on the strings of their chosen puppets. And over the next weeks, we will all be subjected to the nauseating pictures of our useful idiot flying into Dulles International to pay homage to the useful idiot in chief.

Just like Mussolini once upon a time flew in to Berlin Tempelhof. Back in the day when the corporal had invited the press to take a look at his shiny new cutting edge camps in Dachau and Buchenwald. Will Trump take Johnson down to the border to check out the kids in cages? And will Johnson purr his appreciation and make some moronic joke about a pet hamster he once had?

But of course such comparisons are ridiculous. The world has moved on. These things can never happen again because bland faced Tory MP's from safe seats in Surrey tell us they can never happen again. Just like it could never be possible for thousands of white people in North Carolina to raise the roof with chants of 'Send her back' while the President of the United States of America stood there for fifteen long seconds drinking it in.

Thank God my family made the decision 25 years ago to up sticks and come to Scotland. And thank God for Scotland. When all the lights went out in the late 1930's, there were only a couple of countries who managed to steer clear of the killing madness which spread through Europe like a an unstoppable plague.

Sweden and Switzerland.

Sanctuaries. Places of sanity amidst the madness which left 50 million corpses in its wake.

Such is Scotland today. Right now. Thankfully we have found a way to head in a different direction. We have found a way to see the likes of Farage and Johnson for what they are. And Trump. And Le Pen and Silvini and Erdogan and Urban. And when our people take to the streets in their tens of thousands, it is to dream of a country where hope overrides hate.

Over the coming years I have no doubt there will be thousands and thousands who make the same decision as Carol and I made twenty five years ago. To get out of Dodge. To leave places of simmering hatred where the streets are no longer safe for anyone with the strong skin colour. Our London masters can crack the whip and laughingly dismiss our requests for our own immigration rules. They will slap us down with a public school smirk and their cheerleaders in the Telegraph and the Daily Mail will roar them on. Just like the right wing press once hailed the grand opening of Dachau and Buchenwald as a great triumph.

And for a while they will get the chance to bask in their control. Not for long, but for a while. But they will be powerless to stop internal migration. The Indian businessman with a thriving factory on the outskirts of Leicester who finally gets sick of his kids being called 'Paki' as they make their way to school. And when he chooses to up sticks and move his operation to an industrial park on the outskirts of Paisley, there won't be a thing our lords and masters in Westminster can do about it.

Things are falling apart in England. Hospitals and roads and prisons and schools. And as things fall apart, the cancer of strutting English nationalism will continue to spread. And as things fall apart, thousands and thousands of people will start to vote with their feet and come north to the sanctuary of Scotland. They will be doctors and teachers and business people. They will be young and old. They will be people with the energy and drive to make a life changing move and leave the hate and racism behind. And my God, we'll benefit just like America and Britain and eventually Israel benefited from the thousands of Jewish professionals and scientists who fled from Hitler before he slammed the door in their faces.

When the madness finally ground to a halt in 1945, Sweden and Switzerland emerged as two of the richest countries in the world and they have remained so ever since.

Just like Scotland will. Already we are in a uniquely blessed position with our climate and our huge resources and our limitless supply of clean water. We lack only two things to cement our place as the best place to be in a darkening world – Independence and people.

Well, as the useful idiots in Westminster do their worst, it seems pretty nailed on that both of these final jigsaw pieces will be coming our way soon.

So as the lights go out one by one south of the border, I thank god our mixed race family came to Scotland. Of course I do.

IF ONLY 'YES' COULD FIND A JURGEN TO TAKE US TO THE PROMISED LAND

We're living in an age of flags. More often than not, they provide a fluttering backdrop to the news. The stars of the EU compete with Union Jacks outside the Westminster Parliament. The cross of St George hangs from peeling window frames from Hartlepool to Huntingdon. The Stars and Stripes has become a must have fashion accessory to go with a 'Make American Great Again' cap.

Sometimes a sea of flags is all about anger and the threat of violence. There wasn't a great deal of peace and love about the oceans of Swastikas at Nuremberg.

Other times, a sea of flags can be all about hope and a vision of something better. Like the flags you can see at the top of the page.

Fair enough, I'm biased. Completely, hopelessly biased and if this pisses you off, you might as well stop reading.

Basics.

I wasn't born and raised in Liverpool, but I consider myself to be proud Scouser.

I wasn't born and raised in Scotland, but I consider myself to be a proud Scot.

I'm not a flag kind of a guy, but I would happily wrap myself in either the Liver Bird or the Saltire.

Is it frivolous to put a football club and a country on the same page? In the same sentence? Probably. And yet there are similarities. Both entities command allegiance. Both release emotions which otherwise stay buried. Emotions which are really hard to explain.

But I'll have a go anyway.

I first saw Anfield when I was twelve years old. And it was absolutely love at first sight. The vast, roaring sprawl of the Kop. The chip shops and the terraced streets and the foul mouthed dockers. Toshack and Keegan. Tommy Smith. And the whole thunderous symphony was directed by a small animated man from the Ayrshire coalfield. Bill Shankly. Our Messiah.

Over the years, things changed and deepened. In the dark days of the 80's, the men in red ruled Europe whilst the city was systematically smashed by Thatcher's wrecking ball. Smashed, but never beaten. Not even close. And Liverpool became an island of defiance. A sanctuary in an England of growing racism and greed.

The 80's made it about more than football. When we went to Wembley for Cup Finals, we all booed the National Anthem. It wasn't our anthem. We had our own anthem, a Gerry Marsden makeover of a showstopper from a Broadway musical. And as the city was picked to pieces by the relentless cruelly of the Westminster Tories, nobody ever had to walk alone. Not once.

And then on a sunny day in April 1989, the sky fell in. I stood and watched as 96 of my fellow fans were crushed to death in cages unfit for cattle waiting their turn in an abbatoir. I watched South Yorkshire's finest as they stood and watched. I watched as the Westminster cover up machine cracked into gear and buried the truth for the next twenty five years. And as I watched it all unfold, any last lingering allegiance I may have held for the Union Jack disappeared.

Forever.

After Hillsborough, it was about more than football. Winning trophies was secondary to securing justice. Truth. Breaking the wall of silence. Smashing down the doors to the vaults where all the secrets were hidden. Silencing the smug, smirking fans from London and Manchester who chanted 'Murderers' at us.

I like to think I did my bit during that long fight which for 25 years felt like a classic case of smashing our heads into a towering brick wall. I wrote two books - 'The Drums of Anfield' and 'The Long and winding road to Istanbul' – where I tried to get that indefinable Anfield thing down onto paper. I wrote blog after blog about those desperate minutes on a sunny Sheffield afternoon. And at long last, I was able to finally step up to the plate to give my evidence to the Hillsborough Enquiry. It was a pretty rough hour and a half. The South Yorkshire Police had shelled out hundreds of pounds an hour on the best attack dog their money could buy - John Beggs QC. He took the gloves off and called me a liar and a fantasist. I took a deep breath and thought about the bodies on the pitch. I thought about the families who were watching on from the back of the court in silent rage.

I did the best I could and when the verdict finally came out a few months later, I pretty much fell apart as years and years of buried grief bubbled up to the surface.

And all the while, the proud defiance of city and club didn't go unnoticed. All over the world tens of millions bought into the story. The miracle in Istanbul added steroids to the brew. The baying mayhem of Anfield in full cry on one of its fabled 'European Nights' became a thing from Shanghai to Sydney to Stockholm. Now tens of thousands make a pilgrimage to the city to see the place in the flesh. Liverpool has become the world's most popular weekend destination.

Last weekend, this strange allegiance hit new levels of ridiculous. Sixty thousand Scousers from all corners of the world made there way to Madrid like pilgims drawn to Mecca. Just to be there. To be a part of it. To wave red flags. 'Scousers' from Asia and Scandinavia and America. Tens of thousands more flew into Liverpool to be a part of the half million who lined the streets to catch a glimpse of the lads on the bus.

The numbers were ludicrous. The numbers were surely conclusive proof this was all about more than football.

Would this have been the case had we won the European Cup five years ago? No. Not even close. The evolution of the Anfield legend has been turbo charged by our latest Messiah who hails from the Black Forest and goes by the name of Jurgen.

Jurgen Klopp watched the defiance of the 80's and saw something unbreakable. A sleeping giant in the heart of a on old school socialist city was a cause he couldn't resist. When he took the reins in the autumn of 2015, Anfield was not in the best of places. Depressed. Ageing. Wearily hanging on to old glories.

What has happened over the last three and a half years has been a masterpiece of leadership. Jurgen dusted down the old Bill Shankly playbook and used it as a template to create his own twenty first century version. Shankly brought tens of thousands of Liverpudlians to his dream. Jurgen's version has reached tens of millions.

Check this out. It is a two minute video the club came up with a year ago. And of course it is all part of a branding exercise. And yet it manages to touch on something which is hard to explain. Well, I think it does.

'WE ARE LIVERPOOL. THIS MEANS MORE'

All of which brings me to my second flag. The Saltire. Scotland. My second flag. And I like to think I played my small part in pursuing the dream of independence. Two books - 'Toxic' and 'The Last Colonial War' - and a whole bunch of blogs and 2014 Indyref debates.  

On the day Jurgen walked into a depressed Anfield, those of us who dreamed the dream of 'Yes' were also at a low ebb. Down but not out, but down all the same. Waiting for a leader. A Messiah. Someone to take us to the promised land.

The country of Scotland and the city of Liverpool have much in common. Between us, we both provided London with the cash and resources to go out and rule half the world. We both played our part. We both did good things and we did bad things. And when we stopped being a useful cash cow to our London masters, our London masters kicked us both in the teeth.

Hard.

The 80's saw us both knocked to the canvas, but we both managed to beat the count and get back onto our feet.

On Saturday night, Liverpool's resurrection was all but completed. Up here in Scotland we still have a way to go. From a flag point of view, 'Yes' is winning hands down. A few weeks ago in Glasgow, our colonial masters only managed to muster a hundred or so Union Jacks to counter a hundred thousand Saltires.

And yet......

And yet polls tell us that half of our fellow Scots are still minded to vote to stay with London. And yeah, I know. It's mind boggling. Inexplicable. Infuriating. Against any kind of logic.

But it is what it is.

'Yes' should be running at 80% in the polls, but we're not. Which doesn't mean we won't win Indyref 2 when the time comes. I'm quite certain we will. But it will be closer than it should be. In the light of the post Brexit humiliation, incompetence and chaos, it really should be an absolute landslide.

Just imagine how things would be right now if 'Yes' had a Jurgen. We have so many things we should be shouting from the rooftops. Our schools are better. Our hospitals are better. Our prisons are better. Our air is cleaner. We have a tonne of space and resources. Tourists are drawn to us in their millions. We don't do racism. We prefer bridges to walls. And most crucially, people all over the world actually like us. They instinctively want to be a part of us. Just like sixty plus million people all over the world have signed onto the Anfield dream.

Just imagine if we had a Messiah willing to make a video like Jurgen's video. This is Scotland. This is who we are. This is who you can be too. Why not come and join us? Why not be a part of it?

A famous Scouser called John once upon came up with a song called 'Imagine' . I'm pretty sure you'll know it. He flogged quite a few copies. Well, imagine if Scotland started to sell the dream of Scotland like Jurgen has sold the dream of Liverpool. Fair enough, our London masters don't allow us any say on immigration, but there's not a thing they can do about internal migration. Imagine online viral videos selling the dream of Scotland to the millions who are suffering the petty hate and nastiness of a bitter England. Imagine tens of thousands of billboards on tens of thousands of English street corners.

Are you sick to the stomach with all the racism and the polluted air and the crumbling hospitals? Are you sick of waiting for six weeks to see a doctor?

Are you sick of Brexiteers and corruption and privatisation and nasty cretins in Farage T shirts and 'Make America Great Again' caps? Are you sick of of being in a country determined to live in the past?

Well, why not head north to a country determined to live in a better future. A place where it does'nae matter if your black, white, pink or blue. Free prescriptions and universities and old age care. Prisons without rats and hospitals with Richard Branson. A thousand bridges to be built and no walls required. No nukes required.

The dream of Scotland is every bit as powerful as the dream of Liverpool. And in the world of Farage and Trump and Putin and Mohdi, there are hundreds of millions out there desperate for a better dream to hook up to.

If only we could find ourselves a Jurgen to sell it!

In case you're interested, here are the Kindle Store links to the books I mentioned. 

'THE DRUMS OF ANFIELD'

'THE LONG AND WINDING ROAD TO ISTANBUL'

'TOXIC'

'THE LAST COLONIAL WAR'

IN BRITAIN 2019, IS IT BETTER TO BE A DOG OR A HUMAN BEING? YOU KNOW WHAT, I THINK OUR FURRY FRIENDS MIGHT JUST HAVE IT!

So here's a phrase you'll be familiar with. We all are . It's a phrase which has been kicking around forever and a day and it is used to describe someone who's having a rough old time of it.

'Treated like a dog, so he was.....'

Real bad, right? As bad as it gets. And our minds form images of wretched puppies all beaten up and miserable.

Well, yesterday morning I got to wondering whether these well worn words have any truth about them. As in now? As in Britain 2019?

It was nine in the morning and I was parking my van up at Morrisons. The mission at hand was to clear the shelves of packets of 'Market Value' instant custard. This is one of our food parcel staples. Add boiling water and you have something sweet and filling without the need for any cooking skills whatsoever. Less than thirty pence a pack.

But I digress. As I climbed out of my van, my eyes were drawn to small convoy headed my way. Two vehicles, both brand new and gleaming a vivid yellow in the morning sunshine. Even the tyres looked like they had been polished. The sides were branded to the standard demanded by a high flying marketing guy from the shores of Lake Michigan.

The largest, boldest letters demanded the attention of any watching pedestrian.

'DOG AMBULANCE'

Boomf! No messing. Black on gold and bold as brass.

Next up, some context. 'A dog is for life'. No capitals for this old favourite, but pretty bold all the same.

Then to complete the picture, there was a picture of a lovable looking pooch nestled into a blanket.

Hard on the heels of this twenty grand's worth of double wheelbase came a car bearing the same livery. Shiny clean and fresh off the assembly line.

Well, I couldn't help turning around and giving my own van a quick once over. It looked pretty sorry in comparison with the golden convoy which had swept by with such a swagger.

Eighty thousand on the clock and in dire need of a wash. It isn't a First Base Foodbank van. It is my van. Fair enough, I get reimbursed for the mileage which runs to a thousand miles a month. Our foodbank has about as much chance of shelling out for £20,000's worth of fully branded double wheelbase as Cowdenbeath have of buying Lionel Messi from Barcelona.

I guess I afforded myself a small smile. Only the night before, the Channel 4 news had run a piece about the impact of us all feeding our garden birds. Many species are thriving like they have never thrived before. Not bloody surprising. We're spending £200 million a year on bird feed for the feathered treasures. I did some maths as the reporter wrapped his piece to camera. How many food banks are there in the UK right now? About a thousand or so I guess. There or thereabouts.

£200 million divided by 1000.......

Can you do it in your head? I couldn't. But my calculator could....

£200,000 each. Yup. I'll say it again. Two hundred bloody grand each! At First Base we run on £75,000 a year plus £45,000 worth of donated food. £120,000 a year all in to dish out 5000 emergency food parcels.

So were we to receive the bird feed windfall, we would have £80,000 change having settled every last one of our bills.

The small print on the shiny vans was made up of two short words. 'Dogs Trust'.

So. Google time. And five minutes worth of Google was more than enough . I'll just do the highlights.

Reserves - £168 million.

Annual income - £111 million.

No wonder they can run a fleet of gleaming vans. Christ, they could run a small army if they chose to.

A couple of minutes on Google images took be to a construction company's website where they showcased some work they had done for the Dogs Trust. A rescue centre in Basildon. This is the kind of bang you can get from eight million quid's worth of buck.

Check it out.

A very far fry from the leaking ceilings and peeling walls of our nerve centre in Dumfries!

A scan of the Dog's Trust accounts threw up some detail. They spend twenty million a year on marketing themselves to people approaching the gates of death. Lots of subtle messaging no doubt. Do you really like your relatives? Face it, the bastards have ignored you for years and only now are they turning up. Why is that? Maybe they have set their hearts on building a new conservatory like the one their next door neighbours put up last year.... think about it .... do the greedy bastards really deserve it... or maybe you can take the opportunity to stick two fingers up at them and leave it all to the dogs. Our lovely, cuddly, loyal furry friends..... go on....

It seems most of the Dogs Trust £111 million a year comes from wills. So it seems the £22 million they spend on marketing themselves is money well spent.

First Base has been around for 16 years now and we have only once received anything from a will. Obviously we're not spending enough on pushing ourselves forward. But would it make any difference if we did? I doubt it. Poor people or dogs? Not exactly a fair contest, right? Our furry friends will win the day every time.

Last year about a million emergency food parcels were handed out in the UK. If foodbanks like First Base enjoyed the a Dogs Trust level of income, then we could all have dished out Fortnum and Mason hampers and still had plenty of cash left over to award ourselves state of the art offices, gilded pensions and fat salaries.

And brand, spanking new double wheel base vans.

Dream on Frankland.

So I bought my packs of instant custard and went back to First Base. The phone rang. A support worker with the day's first tale of woe.

A man. 57 years old. From Latvia. Been in Scotland for twenty years and working every step of the way. Until now. Until his doctor diagnosed the pain as liver cancer.

A rejected claim for Universal Credit. An appeal in place. Probably nine months until any kind of decision. Income right now? Zero. Savings? Zero. Family to offer support? Zero.

Lots of zeros. Our man is in a small town and the landlord is running out of patience. Are they going to wait nine months for his appeal? Of course they're not. He'll be evicted long before, cancer or no cancer.

So I explained he could call into the local library to pick up one of our food parcels whenerver he needed one. And I said the worker could call in for £50 to keep the lights on for a while.

What about getting in touch with his MP?........ Ah. Right. His local MP is none other than Her Majesty's Secretary of State for Scotland, the Right Honourable David Mundell. Lots of e mails had been sent and and not a single one had been honoured with any kind of reponse. Business as usual in our wonderful United Kingdom.

On a particularly rock bottom day, our man made his way to the local police station and begged the duty officer to arrange for him to be deported. The duty officer had explained he couldn't manage this. Not his department. Prison maybe, but deportation... sorry pal. No can do.

If only our guy wasn't a human being. If he was a lost dog with liver cancer, things would be so very different. A shiny yellow dog ambulance would come racing to the rescue and he would be whisked away to a state of the art centre where no expense would be spared.

How my man would just love to be treated like a dog. But he won't be. Not right here, right now. In Britain 2019. In the parliamentary constituency of the Right Honourable David Mundell MP, Her Majesty's Secretary of State for Scotland.

Not in a month of Sundays.

And I don't suppose our name is going to feature in any wills either.

Helping out poor people isn't the way to get yourself a shiny new van and a roof which doesn't leak. 

Maybe it's time for the merest touch of emotional blackmail? What the hell, why not …….

If by any chance these words have made you feel sorry for us, then the link below will take you to our online fundraising page!

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